15 March 2012

13.3.2012 / tuesday

so...scale at bf group last week NOT off! wow babygirl! such a healthy eater(: you were 13lbs 11oz again today at group, and 13lbs 13oz after eating. i expected it to be more? but that's just one. we'll see next week. (: you did soo many cuter than hell things today!!! this afternoon, while nursing, i had to sneeze. i held your head so i wouldn't hurt you, and after the first, you just looked up at me. after two, you unlatched, keeping your perplexed what-are-you-doing-mama-i'm-eating-face, and i thought another was coming so i said one more baby and probably made a crazy about-to-sneeze face, but i didn't sneeze again....and you giggled at me! omg melt my heart! (i'm probably going to say that to myself at least two more times this post!) and you rolled from tummy to back! and we hung out with miss laura. i wore you on my back in the ergo for the first time today! after saying at group that i was in no way going to try that soon, haha. i don't know...in the moment it just felt right! and then i did it. like writing your birth story. i wanted to for so so long, but one day, i just did it. and then realized it was a year since finding out officially about you inhabiting my belly! ah. such lovely times. anyway, i love today! while we were nursing, kitties kept coming and laying on my chest by my neck, cuddling around you. so sweet! and you pressed your face into me, hard. haha it was so cute! i don't know why you did it, but you kept doing it. ooh my sunshine...i could eat you up i love you so. <3

[omgiloveyourface.]

[i feel like this is, 'don't make me smack you.' haha. yes, i know these are not nice words to put in the mouth of my four month old sunshine. oops!]

[on my back!]

[kitty): ]

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