6.4.2012 / sick mama

i was feeling a little under the weather yesterday, but blamed allergies, and went about our day. til i woke up feeling super yucky this morning ): plus, we had a long night...you slept around midnight, but only for awhile, and we were up until 320! i hate being sick. i'm irritable, and i hate that sooo much. i get frustrated, and then i cry because i feel so bad! ): we didn't. do. anything. most of today. we walked to safeway around eight, but that's only because mama needed more tissues...okay, okay, and more fruit and veg to juice(: it'll be so fun to share juices with you! when you're older. (: haha anyway. i'm really hoping you're not getting any of what i have, but you were up about 930 this morning, and didn't nap until almost three! and even then, not quite two hours. i had to do something for grandma and grandpa, so when we woke up from our nap my phone was ringing, and it slipped out of my hand and bonked you on the head): you were barely awake, and i felt so terrible! we were both crying, bouncing, singing, endless apologies. when we got back from the store, i put you on my back to make juice and something to eat, and you just like to chill out when i wear you on my back. you were just talking, blowing mad raspberries, and then in the middle of your own sentence...things got quiet. i felt you get heavy. and your head dropped onto my shoulder. aww it was so sweet! you're still hanging out on my back, while i finished dinner and wrote this. but we are headed to the bedroom, so we'll see what the night brings...(:

[could you be any cuter?! you quite like cords...*]

[omg, love your face. blurry...but you look like, 'gasp - no way!' hehe]

[and the tongue! you make this face when i make kisses and come at you to kiss your face. it's sooo cute!]

*on the cord note...yesterday you were being your cute mobile little self, and got the charging cord for the netbook (which unplugs really easily so when i moved the netbook it came unplugged) and you got the cutest wide-eyed :O did you see what i just did!! look, and looked over at me, and back at the cord, and as if i pressed a slow-motion button...it went to your mouth. it was soo cute! but when i had to take it away you cried): hate that. the point here was the cute thing (;